Letter From Elsewhere: Half The Sky
"I Said To A Woman Can You Sing? She Said What? I said
Sing.
She said Who? I Said You. She Said Yes. I Said
Oh."
November Letter from Elsewhere
For years I wished I could sing. Then one day I saw an ad for a day class on “Singing for Non-Singers”. I went along and discovered I could sing a bit after all. The next week I ran in to an old friend in the street. She belonged to a women’s trade union choir I had long secretly wanted to join, but never thought I’d be good enough for. She insisted I come to their next rehearsal.
Choir Choir Pants on Fire has been part of my life for four years now. Much of it has been sheer enjoyment – singing in the Canberra Folk Festival, supporting good women standing for Parliament, even appearing on the Holmes Show. Yet often it just feels like hard work - turning up for practices after work or in the weekend, going over the tricky bits again and again, trying to get it right (and trying to satisfy our director, the redoubtable Sue Alexander); lining up in draughty church halls and standing on windy picket lines.
But something keeps me coming back for more. I don’t think I’d feel the same way about an ordinary choir, one that was focused solely on the music itself, though we do our best to do the music justice. It’s being part of that ancient practice of human voices singing together in support of something we believe in. The choir’s philosophy recalls Emma Goldman’s famous remark, just slightly altered: “If we can’t sing, we won’t be part of your revolution.”
Last year I wrote my first song for the choir. I felt that while quite a few of the songs we sang were based on a traditional idea of the working class, best summed up by that old Federation of Labour logo – the heavily muscled arm – today the typical “working woman” is a low-paid service worker. So I wrote “Half the Sky” for these women.
HALF THE
SKY
Five in the morning, heading home to bed,
Been
out all night cleaning to earn her daily bread,
Two
hours sleep, she’s up again, her children must be fed,
Can’t afford to leave them so she works all night
instead.
Six in the morning, too early for the
sun,
When she hurries to the café, her day’s work has
begun.
Chops and cuts and stacks the cups for your
latte and long black,
But you never see her serving you,
she stays out at the back.
We’re the women on the
margins, in the corner of your eye,
The ones you never
notice as you quickly pass us by.
No one can live
without us, so can you tell us why
We get crumbs from
rich men’s tables to hold up half the sky.
Three in the
afternoon, last home care job today,
Another frail old
woman hoping she will stay.
She’s not paid for listening,
she should be heading home,
But she knows how much it
means to talk when you’re old and all alone.
Seven in the
evening, she smiles and says hello,
Then quickly scans
your shopping, three more hours to go,
She had toast
again for dinner, they keep her wages low,
And they tell
her she’s not wanted when business gets too slow.
We’re
the women on the margins in the corner of your eye,
The
ones you never notice as you quickly pass us by.
Crumbs
from rich men’s tables won’t give us strength to
fly.
Turn around and look at us, we hold up half the
sky.
Anna Kenny set it to music, and we’ve just recorded it, along with four other songs by her and other choir members, and twelve more ranging from traditional union ballads to songs by Ronnie Gilbert and Si Kahn, on our second CD, “Build High the Bridge”.
So yes, this is a blatant, unashamed advertisement for our choir. If you’re a woman and a trade union member, and you like to sing, you can join us. And if you want to know how to buy our CD, you can email me on mcqueen.else@xtra.co.nz