Painful Blessings - This Is A Perfect Moment
PAINFUL BLESSINGS - THIS IS A PERFECT MOMENT
March 19, 2003
by Rob Brezsny
Outrageous Peace Resources at: http://www.beautyandtruth.com
This is a
perfect moment.
It's a perfect moment for many
reasons,
but especially because you and I
are waking
up
from our sleepwalking thumbsucking dumbclucking
collusion
with the masters of illusion and
destruction.
Thanks to them, from whom the painful
blessings flow,
We are waking up.
Thanks to them, from
whom the awful teachings ooze,
We are waking up.
Their
wars and tortures,
their devils and
borders,
extinctions of species
and brand new
diseases,
their spying and lying
in the name of the
father,
sterilizing seeds and
trademarking
water,
stealing our dreams and
changing our
names,
their brilliant commercials,
their endless
rehearsals
for the end of the world.
Thanks to them,
from whom the painful blessings flow,
We are waking
up.
Thanks to them, from whom the awful teachings
ooze,
We are waking up
Their painful blessings
are
cracking open holes
in the sour and puckered
mass
hallucination
mistakenly called reality.
News of the
soul's true home
is pouring in,
infiltrating our
increasingly lucid
waking dreams.
Wild ripe juicy
eternity
is flooding in.
Our allies
from the other
side of the veil
are swarming in.
We're waking up.
And as Heaven and Earth come together,
as the
dreamtime and daytime merge,
as paradise and the
underworld overlap,
we register the shockingly
exhilarating fact
that we are in charge
-- you and I
are in charge --
of making a brand new world.
Not in
some distant time or faraway place,
but right here and
right now.
As we stand on this brink,
as we dance on
this verge,
we can't let the ruling fools of the dying
world
sustain their curses.
We have to rise up and
fight their insane logic;
defy and resist and prevent
their tragic magic;
unleash our sacred rage and let them
feel it.
But overthrowing the living dead is not
enough.
Protesting the well-dressed monsters is not
enough.
We can't afford to be consumed with anger
--
can't be obsessed and possessed with complaint.
Our
sweet animal bodies
need to feel rowdy blessings.
Our
amazing imaginations
need to thrive on missions
that
incite our delight.
We need truths in their wild
state,
insurrectionary beauty
that excites our
curiosity,
outrageous goodness
that drives us to
perform
heroic acts of lusty compassion,
ingenious
love
that endlessly transforms us,
tricky
freedom
that is never permanent
but must be reinvented
and reclaimed every day,
and a
totally-serious-yet-always-laughing justice
that schemes
and dreams
about how to diminish the suffering
and
increase the joy
of every sentient being.
So I'm
radically curious, my fellow creators;
I'm seriously
delirious:
Since we are in charge
of making a brand
New World,
where do we begin?
What truths in their wild
state
are we planning to plant
at the heart of our
creation?
What stories will be our reminders?
What
questions will be our fuel?
Here's one for you:
In the
New World
you will know through and through
that life
is crazily in love with you --
life is wildly and
innocently in love with you.
In the New World,
you will
know beyond a doubt
that thousands of secret helpers
are
angling to turn you into
the gorgeous curiosity
you were born to be.
But then here's the loaded
question.
The love that life eternally floods you
with
has not exactly been unrequited,
but there's room
for you to be more demonstrative.
If life is wildly and
innocently in love with you,
are you prepared to start
loving life back
the way it loves you?
In the New World, you will.
In the New World,
you will reject
paranoia with all of your smart heart.
Instead, you will
embrace Pronoia,
Which is the opposite of
paranoia.
Pronoia is the sneaking suspicion
that the
whole living world
is conspiring to shower you with rowdy
blessings.
Pronoia is the dawning perception
that life
is a conspiracy
to liberate you from ignorance,
and
fill you with love,
and make you brilliantly
soulful.
My fellow creators,
I want you to know
that
I am allergic to dogma.
I don't trust any idea
that
requires me to believe in it absolutely.
There are very
few things
about which I am totally certain.
But I am
absolutely certain
that Pronoia describes the way the
world actually is.
Pronoia is wetter than water,
truer
than the facts,
and stronger than death.
It smells
like cedar smoke in spring rain,
and if you close your
eyes right now,
you can feel it shimmering
in your
soft warm animal body
like the aurora borealis.
The
sweet stuff that quenches all of your longing
is not far
away in some other time and place.
It's right here and
right now.
Earth is crammed with heaven.
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