Rima Anabtawi: Water Off My Throat
Water Off My Throat - The Heartbreak of Palestinian Truth
By Rima Anabtawi
May 5, 2004 - Connecticut
For Sadeq Anabtawi
Today full
plans will be underway for the wedding
All day they have
been shelling the Old City of Nablus.
How much more can
old Yasmina take,
With its rubbled worn stones, and
beautiful arched paths
Entrances into ancient paths,
sacred survival
Whose diwan, and will the candy maker not
pass , with his turkish delight
Neatly wrapped in white
boxes
White the color of bliss , the cloth we will be
buried in
Candied delight ,pink and soft like our fragile
hearts ,
Pounding louder , hearing the sound of
Black
roars and deafening Apache whirls.
Kenafe spills on the
rubble mixed with blood
And dust, whirling with the songs
of ancestors.
I can hear Fadwa cry out from her
grave.
Her house , next to our old one, the entrances now
closed.
"Please don't harm the terrace"
Where flowers
once bloomed and fountains
Trickled, like the sound of
stars.
Where young Ibrahim penned passion onto
paper.
They are bombing the Old City Baba
Oh had you
walked with me and sat on our doorstep.
Maybe never is
forever now.
Top grade metal meets worn mazes of earth
Protect our stories in its grit and dust and
weeps.
They are shelling Yasmina Now
The rubbles will
remain, as we hold tight our chests.
And cry out to the
birds.. Takbir !
and you sing our ZAGHAREEEEEEEEEED!