Martin LeFevre: Mystical Experience & God

The creek is a frothing gray force nearly overtopping its banks. Masses of magnificent white and gray clouds fill half of the huge sky, but it’s completely clear to the west, where a brilliant sun slides slowly towards the horizon.

Over the sound of the wild water, the joyful voices of children can be heard on the paved path 100 meters behind me. Towards the hills, in the direction I face, model planes wheel and dive, specks at the terminus of the clouds. Thankfully they can be seen but not heard. When the enthusiasts are out on a weekend afternoon and the water is lower, the little planes sound like huge mosquitoes.

Against the vast spaces and incredible splendor all around, human technology appears as insignificant as the model planes, toys in the infinite beauty of the earth and cosmos. But a mile away on one of the main roads into town, the deep bass of a car’s speakers is heard over the roar of the stream. It is the noise of darkness made manifest.

The undulating horizon swallows the sun. Then the purest line of golden light rims the low-lying section of the coastal hills that marks the setting point. In a meditative state, that thin luminous line viscerally strikes one as the liminal embodiment of the sacred. Suddenly a pair of Canadian geese flies in low, honking loudly. Swerving along the line of the creek, their fat bodies and elongated necks reflect the yellow light.

With complete negation of thought and self-centered activity, there is God. Not the God of religions or of belief; nor ‘God the Father’ or God as ‘Supreme Being.’ Rather, God as a presence that cannot be named or known, only felt and experienced. The experience must then be forgotten, in order for it to be experienced again.

A philosopher who has ‘mystical experiences’ wants to understand what they are in rational and replicable terms. He or she is therefore like a scientist that does not accept things on faith, but only on what is actually observable and repeatable in the laboratory.

In the case of mystical experience however, the laboratory is not outside but inside oneself. As Sam Harris, the author of “The End of Faith: Religion, Terror, and the Future of Reason” says, “Mysticism, shorn of religious dogmatism, is an empirical and highly rational enterprise.”

It is impossible to answer the question, ‘what is God,’ since that which is called God can only be experienced with the complete negation of words, images, and self-centered activity.

For me, replicability without repetition is at the heart of the issue. But how can one, and others, replicate so-called mystical experience? Though meditative states did not begin in the wilderness, my experiences in the wilderness confirmed and deepened them.

It’s been some years, but I used to take occasional trips alone backpacking in the woods of northern Michigan and the Sierra Nevada mountains in California. The first night would invariably bring an emotional and cognitive storm, as memories, associations, and feelings were thrown forth in consciousness.

Compounded by primal fears of the wilderness, that first night was usually very difficult. But hiking mindfully the next day, the mind, heart, and brain would settle down, as one grew increasing attuned to one’s surroundings. In direct proportion to attunement with nature, thoughts and emotions would grow silent.

Over the ensuing days, the past would then completely dissolve in a deepening awareness and attention. Only that memory essential for survival operated. I recall setting up the tent, lighting fires, and making meals without a single thought except the task at hand. As the silence deepened, time ceased, and the awareness of something that can only be called sacred intensified.

Memory doesn’t just permeate our consciousness; it is our consciousness. When psychological memory is still, consciousness has a completely different quality. This is what people over the ages and across cultures have called ‘mystical experience.' It is the direct experience of that which is variously called ‘God,’ ‘Allah,’ or ‘Yahweh.’

It’s almost impossible to even use the word God, so debased has it become by religionists. When words are used properly, they point toward something, without trying to capture the actuality conceptually. That is the perennial error of texts, scriptures, dogmas, and doctrines.

When people lose the feeling of the actuality behind the word ‘God,’ they substitute words, beliefs, and theologies for it. Then, mistaking those things for the actuality, they are willing to kill and be killed for them.

- Martin LeFevre is a contemplative, and non-academic religious and political philosopher. He has been publishing in North America, Latin America, Africa, and Europe (and now New Zealand) for 20 years. Email: martinlefevre@sbcglobal.net. The author welcomes comments.

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